Went to Crystal's house today. Reminisced fondly of our incredible Sec 4 days (the longer I am in Raffles the more I forget exactly how much I enjoyed my Sec 4 year. I'm imagining the classroom on the second floor, away from all of the other Sec 4 classes and how the sunlight looked so pretty around 9am in the morning after Math lesson, Lit/perving sessions with Abii, imploring Brenda to walk slightly slower, obsessing over Trek and ZQ and Pine and male models with Crystal), printed pictures of hot men to stick in chicken book, played music (it's nice how letting someone listen to songs I've loved and gotten bored of helps me appreciate them as if it's my first time listening to them again, even if Crystal wasn't particularly fond of them haha :3) listened to Crystal play piano (always feel really lucky to have her play for me alone~ ;), walked in the hot sun to get lunch, tried to watch Stargate on a laser disc and failed, watched Crystal play Portal then had waffles to end the day.

I feel so lighthearted and loved right now :)

Whatever the outcome of the GE tomorrow, I will be glad that my friends and classmates have proven that they are not politically apathetic and that they care what happens to Singapore - even though I disagree with change for change's sake, but at least there's discussion about politics, which can only serve to make our government better. Joy was saying she was so worried about how people are going to vote and how the government will continue being effective that she thinks we should consider going into the public service ourselves. Rachel and Florence were saying that today was the first time they've discussed politics for more than 5 minutes with people.

Stories of George Yeo helping his GRC's residents; Chiam See Tong continuing with politics and going around meeting residents even after his stroke; MM Lee's support for his party despite the death of his wife only a few short months ago; PM Lee's fb chat; WP's 33 page and incredibly dense manifesto which you know could only stem from examining PAP's policies and discussing them and thinking of alternate solutions to existing problems (even if I don't agree with some of them).

I may not have liked listening to angry people slam the PAP at rallies (they're not perfect and will never be, but they're good and I'm happy with that) but people have proven that they care, and I don't think we can ask for anything more for our country.

PAP was just making the rounds at my estate, which is sort of exciting, even though I have pictures with Inderjit Singh from my kindergarten days. AMK GRC is apparently not one of the more interesting contests in this election (there aren't even any Reform Party posters up around my neighbourhood), can't imagine how exciting it would be to live in Aljunied GRC!

People keep going on about PAP's scare tactics but I don't even need PAP to be absolutely terrified of people voting for the opposition parties just "for a change". Went to the Workers' Party rally last night and they're completely rhetoric and no substance. Met Joy there and she said they made no sense, but were strangely compelling. She told me that people just want their problems heard but I don't see how pointing out the rising standard of living without coming up with a concrete plan to correct it does anyone any favours. Furthermore, it's not like Singapore produces its own food or fuel so I don't see how PAP has very much to do with inflation.

WP also said PAP was too profit-driven. In a capitalist economy? I'm shocked, to be honest!

Joy says it's because we're not poor that we don't feel the pinch, which is a valid point, but I don't see how the opposition has anything to offer, rather than to "provide a check and balance" against the PAP bullies. Which, I feel, is kind of bullshit because the democratic ideal of 2 parties could go against us and make the government far less effective.

Can't believe some people I know, who are actually old enough to vote, think the elections are boring. And how some others feel corruption and bribery would be good because he would make more money................. Really don't know how to express my incredulity.


Someone pointed out Pinto can't possibly exist because CPine donated blood before and gay people can't donate blood. Which is bloody genius, really. Ah well, ZQ can date Jon Groff all he wants. They do kind of make a gross couple though (I realise this is sort of an unpopular opinion, judging from Tumblr reactions), Jon Groff both looks like a cabbage patch kid and Lea Michele simultaneously. Colton Haynes was far better looking, even though he WAS jailbait


Spent Saturday with the vamp coven :) Went for Marche and Crystal's piano recital. Being around Raffles people makes me constantly rethink what/how much I'm eating (I've honestly gotten "glutton" in response to how much I'm eating twice, from different people) and I know some classmates who are flipping ridiculously and who only think the Victoria's Secret beauty ideal is appreciable and who dismiss curves. So it was refreshing for people to question my food intake + support me in getting desert :) Really do miss my SN friends, I never feel so loved in school ♥

Abii and I have spent the 2 days discussing our views on relationships and we came to the conclusion we'd probably be in a relationship if we were less straight or if one of us were a guy. It's refreshing to talk to someone who just gets your point of view :)


(Probably a post with the weirdest amalgamation (!) of things I could possibly throw together. I just have varied interests okay)