It feels weird to say "my school" instead of "our school" or even just "school". ): I miss everyone terribly, it's ridiculous. It just feels right to be with them, kind of like natural order is restored. I haven't spoken, laughed or enjoyed myself so much since school started. If I had a more vivid imagination and let myself believe it, school might have felt like some weird social experiment we're in to see how we react in a completely new environment without our friends. I wish we all were in the same school/same og/same class taking the same subject combination. Although I know I can't expect new people to be as familiar as my old friends, it doesn't make it any easier.
I miss being able to say outrageously pervertic things. Now I think back and go, "Shit, I can't/shouldn't have said that", whilst previously I would have loudly proclaimed, "I WANT TO WATCH AMERICAN PSYCHO TO SEE BALE'S SHOWER SCENE" (mainly to Abii) without thinking twice. I just hope this adjustment period passes quickly with minimal pain.
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