I'm getting bored with new CDs at far too quick a rate. Just bought Flying Club Cups by Beirut yesterday (which is amazing btw) and I already feel like buying the A Single Man soundtrack.

Yesterday was phenomenal though. H3 finals in the morning, lunch + Source Code with Azira (Source Code was amazing amazing amazing; Jake Gyllenhaal is a wonderful actor. Not to mention completely and utterly gorgeous. Love and Other Drugs was incredibly disappointing, on the other hand (watched it with Ahmed in school on Thursday HAHA), aside from naked Jake running around........), Kenny Rogers with the family for dinner. Bought the cutest Gap non-plastic shopping bag with an elephant on it :3

Reading American Gods by Neil Gaiman now and it is reads perfectly, I kind of want to stay up all night reading it and ignoring my H2 tutorials (haven't done since before CT1s hahaha) and the Physics lecture test on Thursday :3

I don't feel like doing my homework... Must be because of my migraine. Yes, that must be it.

Brb going out to buy some CDs :) I think I'm going to get something by Beirut and Ray LaMontagne heehee

Losing your shit doesn't give you credibility.

It just makes you an embarrassment.

The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.

Saw this on Tumblr about K/S but got reminded of Chem, which was completely and utterly a fiasco.

The worst thing about having a Blackberry is that my heart races when I get a new e-mail, hoping that it'll be from DSTA scholarship (sigh). Plus e-mail ringtone is the sound the transporter makes so it's actually quite frightening

I think I'm oddly happy considering I have no life now. I want to read something other than TIME magazine (Everything Is Illuminated, Children Playing Before A Statue of Hercules, American Gods, Bad Omens and Pato Alto are all among the pile of books I own and haven't gotten around to reading). I want to play something on guitar that's not Handel or Gloria Estefan. I want to learn things that don't involve magnets or carboncations.

It has never been this hard to make myself get down to work. I think I would gladly study if I could just have half of the day to myself without having to run all over Singapore to fufill committments. I never realised how much I treasured my ~alone time.

Plus I'm running out of CDs to listen to and I have a lot more to study. I'm far far behind how much I should have already revised for CTs, yet I'm not concerned.

(Sigh) Still oddly content though. Maybe its because I'm getting enough sleep :) Although I could probably do more things if I slept less but I'm far happier this way heehee

Because everything goes wrong at the same time

Trying to make amends
Got shouted at because taking out your frustrations on someone is a very mature way to deal
Got made fun of by a friend (whom, I'm starting to realise, can be truly awful) in a mean-spirited manner
Feeling slightly ignored (which, in addition to making me feel sort of crappy, is magnifying my guilt)
And exceedingly unproductive
And worried & slightly stressed out over my academics
Might be setting myself up for disappointment (hope won't let me use "definitely" here)
Valentine's Day is coming up and I won't be able to hug most of the people I want to hug and tell them how much they mean to me

My usage of English here is most unlike me, but forming proper sentences would cause me to say too much, I think
(No periods, will capitalization do?)

According to The Economist, feeling bad is a sort of self-imposed repentance for what we think we've done wrong
But I've also heard we shouldn't go to bed angry
Yet I'm bucketsful of guilty and indignant right now

Tomorrow is a new day

(If I send Valentines by mail tomorrow will they get to their destinations by Monday?)